Friday, December 26, 2008

Everything at once

It always seems to be the same. It all happens at once. When one thing goes the wrong way, they all go the same way. Well, today was one of those days! I think that my whole world crashed upon my head! I hate that I let things hurt me, when I knew what they were like from the begining! Yeah, shit happens, but then, I can't seem to let it go so easyly! Damn!

Monday, December 8, 2008


There is nothing more depressing than to have everything at your grasp, but at the same time to be unable to enjoy it. There for, although you have it all, actualy you have nothing. Could it be a result of being empty inside? Are we all dead? I don't mean in that emo kinda way, but more as in the essence of things. Whatever it is, the good thing is it just can't get any worse...

The Kid

– That kid must have an amazing sex life – they would say. And they were right. You should hear the stories he was telling everyone. He was talking about things people haven’t even seen on TV, sometimes things of which most of us haven’t even heard of!! People were talking, but, I always knew he was a nut-job. I knew I was looking at a lonely soul, a child trapped in a grown-man’s body with an imagination so vivid, that even Stephen King could envy him.

One night, we sneaked into his back yard and took a peak at the window that was illuminated. We saw him, sitting in his chair in front of the TV, watching Star Trek or SG-1 and masturbating. We didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. My “companions” decided it was best to make fun of the poor guy, so they started banging on the window, making strange noises and taking pictures with their phone-cameras.

I went away. I couldn’t stand what was happening, but on the other hand, I never got the wish to stop them either. I have no idea what happened to the kid or what they did to him, and to be perfectly honest, I don’t care anymore. They were pigs, and he lied to me. So, I just left and never came back...


At times, friendships can hurt. I know that! But, if it wasn't so, then they wouldn't be true... Truth always comes in a tight coalition with pain. What's important though is that pain can never overcome friendship. It can only make it stronger...