Guess what? I am not as screwed up as I use to be. And yeah, a woman is to blame. It is a nice feeling, I can tell you. Today, I am empty, but not in the sense it use to be! Now I am empty as I am drained. To tell you the truth, I would like to give her everything that is mine, and be drained forever! Not even emptiness is what it was. Now, there's a smile on my face.